This morning I tried to wake up early just to do some readings before my exam. It was everything good and going smoothly UNTIL my mum came in with some breakfast. It was then my nigthmare strikes me. It was then all the bad things pierce through my every soul in my heart. My mum reminded me, "Remember bring your exam slip and your student ID ya". As always, everytime exam I get reminded by my thoughtful mum. Then I begin to look through my file where I put my exam slip in it. Searching high and low and the exam slip was no where to be found and I start PANICKING.

Search here and there, every parts and every bits of my room in almost every piece of my notes and still no where to be found. OMG! Then I start to worry and panic even more and neglect my study period for almost 2 hours. 2 hours gone and yet can't find it. Then at first I try to calm myself down, as there is still ways to get a new copy of temporary exam slip but you just got to get it at the Admin block. It should be ok, and so I tried to continue my studies without further looking for my exam slips. The next things strikes me, I had a bad stomachache for unknown reasons. Went to the toilet 6 times and yet still in pain.
Arghh, I was so angry that I curse almost everyone including the mighty god itself. %$^$%^@#$%&^%&#$%Why is this happening to me during this important day where I'm going to have my final exams. I tried to memorise as much as possible and yet my mind is totally blank now. My mind is absolutely thinking of the exam slips only at the moment. What's wrong with me. Why am I panicking and worrying so much about the god damn paper while enduring my stomach pain. Then all those I have read is gone like a mist dispersing to the clouds. My mind is totally blank at this moment now! I thought of going for a try in exam but then on second thought, it would waste my time going there with a blank mind. So my final decision was undoubtfully a wrong one but I make up my mind and decided to skip the exam today and resit next sem or maybe another sem.
I want to say sorry to my mum also for getting her all worried up and not able to enjoy her mahjong today. Sorry mum and I love you. No matter what decision I had made, please support me. Thanks mum. Enjoy your mahjong with your friends mum. I will try my best in my other subjects. For this one, I will resit it at a later time when there is chance. Hopefully my next upcoming exams will not have such miseries occuring again.
Arghh, I was so angry that I curse almost everyone including the mighty god itself. %$^$%^@#$%&^%&#$%Why is this happening to me during this important day where I'm going to have my final exams. I tried to memorise as much as possible and yet my mind is totally blank now. My mind is absolutely thinking of the exam slips only at the moment. What's wrong with me. Why am I panicking and worrying so much about the god damn paper while enduring my stomach pain. Then all those I have read is gone like a mist dispersing to the clouds. My mind is totally blank at this moment now! I thought of going for a try in exam but then on second thought, it would waste my time going there with a blank mind. So my final decision was undoubtfully a wrong one but I make up my mind and decided to skip the exam today and resit next sem or maybe another sem.
I want to say sorry to my mum also for getting her all worried up and not able to enjoy her mahjong today. Sorry mum and I love you. No matter what decision I had made, please support me. Thanks mum. Enjoy your mahjong with your friends mum. I will try my best in my other subjects. For this one, I will resit it at a later time when there is chance. Hopefully my next upcoming exams will not have such miseries occuring again.
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